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There was a time,
a cute little baby was born in a hurry,
there was no wonderful place to welcome this baby.
but a bright shining star in the east was stop and welcome him.

Many people do not know why this baby was born,
as christmas tree, christmas gift, christmas dinner has toke away the meaning of christmas.
But this cute little baby knows christmas is his first day on earth for the world.

During christmas,
are we counting how many gift we have,
or
we are counting how many people we have brought them to Christ Jesus.

He is a cutiest baby i’ve ever met,
he was smiling,
not because he has bright future,
but we have bright future because of him.

let me share wit your this song, it’s very meaningful and really touched me, it’s music and the lyrics..

Newsong
The Christmas Shoes

It was almost Christmas time, there I stood in another line
Tryin' to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas mood
Standing right in front of me was a little boy waiting anxiously
Pacing 'round like little boys do
And in his hands he held a pair of shoes

His clothes were worn and old, he was dirty from head to toe
And when it came his time to pay
I couldn't believe what I heard him say

Chorus:
Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

He counted pennies for what seemed like years
Then the cashier said, "Son, there's not enough here"
He searched his pockets frantically
Then he turned and he looked at me
He said Mama made Christmas good at our house
Though most years she just did without
Tell me Sir, what am I going to do,
Somehow I've got to buy her these Christmas shoes

So I laid the money down, I just had to help him out
I'll never forget the look on his face when he said
Mama's gonna look so great

Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

Bridge:
I knew I'd caught a glimpse of heaven's love
As he thanked me and ran out
I knew that God had sent that little boy
To remind me just what Christmas is all about

Let everything I do is an act that showing out my love towards You.
For You first chose to love me;
Let me sing out a love song from my heart,
For You know what my heart says.

Why everything You’ve done is for me?
Even thou I did not realize sometimes;
Sorry, for I do not know how to write a love song for You,
As You chose to died on the cross for me.

My heart is been captured again when You said I belong to You.
Dear Jesus, You are my goal to live,
A comforter of my soul,
Never, You never leave me.

"my heart is in trouble" tis words were printed in my heart when i was on the way back home last saturday.. sitting inside the car, looking out the window, looking infront, things that appear in my mind only my problems.. again "my heart is in trouble"
i rmb a scripture "do not let your heart be troubled…" so i immediately go back home, i didnt feel like going anywhere, i just wanna seek after Him.. i just wanna see Him..
after closing the room door, my tears immediately roll down, i search where is the scripture which i read tat morning.. "…do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid" John 14:27 i cried out everything in my heart to God, i told Him inside of me is so heavy, i have to do the things i feel hard to do, i shldn do the things that i wanna do,things that i’m doing seems no result and things go on.. i cried, the only way i can burst out..
"then?" i asked…
again, i read thru the whole chapter, "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me.." the key word, ‘TRUST’, tis word imparted in me, i felt comforted, He wans me to trust him, He wans me to trust Him.. just because He is God, wat more i can do?
quietly, resting in His arm, i’ll trust Him…

Second seems more precious than minute,

everyone enjoying their drinks,

not because how tasty it is,

is because how sweet the moment it is.

Throwing away all the burdens,

coming out in the late night,

sharing the food?

sharing every same second instead.

Looking at baba’s face,

happiness flowing out from his hidden smile,

looking at mami’s face,

relaxing with a thankful heart;

looking at gah jeh’s face,

many words still coming out from her mouth,

but knowing that she is satisfied with every second.

Hearing the voice from others chatting,

hearing the music playing by touching guitarist,

this night,

all the sounds are pleasing to the ear even silence comes in at a time.

Date: 7th Oct 2005

Time: 11pm-130am

Venue: Sri Hartamas

Weather: still can see the stars

tis morning when i was having breakfast in a restaurant, i saw a baby (sitting at the baby chair), he was looking at me! @_@ i dunno whether i shld smile at him or not, i was so blur.. =p anyway, after tat when i see him again, he was holding a man’s palm (standing rite beside the baby) with his two small little hand, and the man’s palm look huge to tis baby when he’s putting it on the baby’s chest (they’re going to leave the restaurant)… his action really impressed me.. the baby’s dependent and the baby’s trust..
i was thinking, God’s palm must be very huge oso huh, how i wish i can see his hand and hold it with my 2 hands.. allow him to carry me to where he wan me to go…

i was once wondring wat is blog all bout, a diary tat opened up to share??!! haha… but it’s good for me, cuz recently i found myself dun really like to share my problem with others/dunno how to express out by mouth -_- especially related with feeling… haha… here’s a good site where i can share… =p
anyway, i really thank God tat he is always there to comfort me when i was down, he’s the only one tat know my everything eventhou sometimes i keep it to myself.. i know he’s the one tat wanna see me smile, he’s the one tat always makes me cry!!! =p cuz his love is so powerful..